Monday, June 30, 2008

Happy Birthday vincent

this pic is me and my best friend (I'm on the right) My friend came to NYC for a vacation (she's from scotland) and I met her on the internet. We had been friends for nearly 5 years and have never met until that day. It was both of a dream come true for us. I am so glad I meant her....



Happy Birthday Vincent D'Onofrio.

I wish you all the happiness and all the success. You deserve to have many happy days. We (your fans) love you and only want the best for you.


This is what I would have written in his birthday card. I can not think of a better way to celebrate his wonderful day. Just what do you get someone who probably has anything his heart desires? Oh wait, he doesn't have me, but I am probably not what his heart desires. (*darn) A girl can only dream right? haha!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Bobby's mom


I'm sure you all have seen this photo, but he is so sexy in it.


here is a video I found checking you tube. It made me think of my mom who is long gone, but certainly never forgotten. It was made by yulivee94. Thanks. Bobby never forget your mother.




I haven't figured out how to download it onto my blog, not yet anyway.


Enjoy!!







EY-chapter Four

Here is the rest of chapter four:
Enjoy!!!


As she was driving, Bobby asked her if they could stop at his place for some clothes and to check on his cat. She agreed and drove him there.

Bobby put his key into the lock and opened the door. "Mr. Pickles!" he called out.

"You named your cat, Mr. Pickles." Benji tried to stifle a laugh, but it came out as a snicker.

"Don't laugh." Bobby said getting some food to feed his cat. "He likes pickles, that's why I named him that."

"Okay, okay." she said putting her hands up in a mocked surrender.

Bobby walked into the bedroom, wondering why his cat didn't come to him. His cat went out during the day, but he was usually in by now. Bobby closed his bedroom door to get his ties. Now he knew why his cat didn't come running.

"What else is going to go wrong?" Goren said mumbling to himself.

"did you say something, Bobby?" asked Benji.

"Yea, I found my cat." The cat was dead. Someone had snuck into bobby's apartment and killed his cat with a knife and attached him to the bedroom door. Also attached was a note that simply said, how does it feel?

Benji walked into his room and saw the cat. "Eew! Get your clothes! Don't touch anything else."

Bobby grabbed some clothes and did as she said. "What about Mr. Pickles?"

"I'll call Joey and have him pick it up, so he can examine it." Benji made her phone call and told Bobby to leave his door unlock. "He'll lock up when he's done."

He nodded and headed out the door with Benji in tow. She began driving to her place this time.

Conversation was limited. Bobby did tell her that his car got totaled and that Alex was
pickinghim up as well as taking him home. Benji proved to be a good listener and Goren liked that. Benji parked her car and led Bobby into her apartment. she threw her purse onto the end tablein her living room and went into the kitchen.

"Why don't you sit down and I'll fix us something to eat." Benji said rummaging in her refrigerator.

"I'm not really hungry." Bobby said sitting on the sofa.

"I didn't ask you if you were hungry," she answered banging pots and pans together and started to prepare some dinner. "I hope you like spaghetti."

Bobby was about to reject, but decided against it. Soon dinner was ready and she set the table. Bobby sat at the table as she served him. She gave him a little wine and he drank it. Despite the fact that he thought he wasn't hungry, he ate the food, and was glad that he did.

Benji smiled at him. "Did you like it?" She asked him clearing the table.

"Yes," he answered, helping her. the dishes got done and she made the couch for him to sleep.

Bobby laid down on the couch that seemed too big for him, but he didn't complain. He tried to go to sleep, but couldn't.

Benji got ready for bed. As soon as her head hit the pillow she fell asleep. Suddenly she woke up. Something didn't seem right. She looked at a chair that was in her room and almost screamed. Someone was sleeping in it. It took her a moment to realize that it was Bobby. He was curled awkward on the chair. She shook her head as she got out of bed and put a blanket on him. The chair was a recliner, and so she pulled it back so he could sleep better. He never woke up and she smiled as she returned to her bed. He just didn't want to be left alone, she understood that now.


Continue the saga, more is yet to happen
Stay tune......

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

EY-Chapter four

Here is chapter four:
Remember you can go here and read it too:
I hope you are enjoying. It seems only a handful are commenting. It helps me if I know if you like it or not.
I like writing, but I need to know what you people like to read and maybe I can start to write what you like to read.

Chapter Four:

The duo walked through the front door of forensics. They looked around for Benji, but couldn't find her. Alex saw her partner, Joey and asked him where she could be.

"She went into the back to get those reports of that girl who was killed by the fish line killer." Joey told Eames.

"fish line killer? Did he do this before?" She questioned him some more.

"Did who do what before?" Benji came back into the room and only heard half of what Alex had said.

"Joey called ariana's killer, the fish line killer."

"Joey!" Benji scolded him. "You have got to keep your little pet names to yourself." Then to Alex she said, "he makes names up, so he can identify certain suspects."

"I-I only made it up." confessed Joey, hanging his head in shame.

"That's okay." Alex gently touched his arm and then she looked at benji, "Are those the reports?"

"Yes, let's go into my office." Benji took them back to a small room.

Bobby followed the two of them, but didn't say a word until Benji had closed the door. His eyes were still swollen from crying and he was afraid to say anything for fear he would start to cry again.

Benji looked at him carefully. She saw his hands, "Are you okay?" She said to him.

"No! What do you think?" He said rather rude to her.

Benji looked away. She tried to understand what Bobby was going through. "Forgive me."

"Bobby! We know you're hurting, but you do not need to take it out on the people who are trying to help!" Eames scolded him. "Benji, what have you got for us?"

Bobby looked at Benji and with his eyes, he apologized. She smiled weakly at him, and then she addressed Alex. "There were two semen samples. One was Bobby's and the other was shooting blanks."

Alex raised an eyebrow at her, "Are you saying the man is infertile?"

"It sure looks that way." She answered.

"that isn't good." Bobby said. "Now we don't have any DNA to go by."

"Don't ever give up hope." Benji told him, gently touching his shoulder. "It may look gloomy now, but later we may find our silver lining."

Goren cocked his head to one side and looked at her. What she said seemed to make sense.

Alex smiled at the two. "Bobby are youready to go home?"

He turned his head quickly, "Go home?"

"Yes, you know that place you go to after work." teased Alex.

"can't I spend the night at your place?"

"No, you can't Bobby. I have date and how would it look if I brought him home and this big man is at my house, not good, I tell you." Rambled Eames.

Bobby hung his head down, feeling more depressed. "I don't want to be alone."

Suddenly Alex got an idea. "why don't you spend the night at Benji's?"

"What?!" Exclaimed Benjora.

"You have a big enough place, besides you always wanted Bobby to spend the--" Alex couldn't finish the sentence, because Benji's hand went over her mouth.

"Don't say that in front of him." She smiled at Bobby, who pretended he didn't hear any of the conversation. "Okay, he can spend the night."

"Good, it's settled then." Alex turned to leave them. "Bobby, I'll see you tomorrow." And she left them both standing there.

They both looked at the door, then at each other. "Are you okay with this?" Benji asked him.
"I am, if you are."

"Let me get my purse and we can go." Soon the two of them were in the parking lot, in her car and headed down the street.
.....to be continued
I am also trying to make a video. Vincent D'Onofrio has been aspiring me, so I hope I can make a good one.....

Monday, June 16, 2008

eternally yours-chapter three

Here is chapter three. I must tell you to be careful. I did warn you this story would not be nice. Please comment and let me know if you like it or not. Poor bobby...

Chapter Three:

Eames drove Goren to the warehouses. He went to get out of the car, when he felt a hand on his arm. "Don't you think we should get back-up?"

"It might be too late, if we wait," said the impatient detective.

Eames sighed softly before following him. She knew better than to try and stop him. When Bobby set out to do something, he does it, besides his girlfriend's life may depend on it.
The warehouse inside was empty, except for a few crates along the far wall. Bobby took a deep breath. Something shiny was lying on the floor. A sunshine ray was bouncing off of it and it shined in his face. He walked over to it and pickd it up. It was Ariana's cell phone and goren's heart sank.

Eames ran after him to catch up and looked at his face, She could see his disappointment and she wished there was something she could do, but she was just as helpless. "I'm sorry, bobby. We will find her." Something was dripping down Bobby's face and she reached out to touch it. "Are you bleeding?" She asked rubbing the substyance between her fingers.

Bobby reached up and touched his fac too. He then felt something drip on him. He looked up and almost fell to his knees. ariana was hanging from the rafters. She was naked and attached to her body were hooks with chains. Blood was dripping from her. "NOOOOOoooooooooooo!" Bobby screamed.

Alex had seen her share of blood and gore, but even this made her want to run and puke. She grabbed Bobby to stop his from contaminating the crime scene. He fell in a heap on the ground crying uncontrollable. Even Alex had a hard time keeping the tears from falling as she ccalled it in.

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Goren and Eames stood at the ME's office, waiting for her to give them the report. goren seemed to be in another world. He wouldn't speak and it was as if he was in shocked. Alex could see the pain he was in and she knew keeping him off of this case was the last thing they should do. A few moments ago, the captain had ordered Goren off the case, but Eames had gone back and talked him into it. Goren was now her responsibility, a feat she knew she could handled. Goren's pain would now be hers.

The ME motioned for them to enter. She knew the victim was Goren's girlfrien and she tried to use sympathy when dealing with the detectives. The body was still in the drawer.

"First I want to say, I'm sorry for your loss." The ME said to goren.

He only stared at her. It was Eames who nodded a thanks, then asked, "What was the cause?"

"She had numerous causes, but the one that really did her in was the fishing line that was wrapped around her neck. It nearly beheaded her. the girl was tortured, had various cuts that were deep, but well planned. He knew where to cut. He didn't want her dead, until he wanted her to." Eames' eyes got wide as the ME spoke. "He had a thing with hooks. He put hooks into her back in order to hang her up in the rafters. The fishing line he attached to another rafter and as her body relaxed the line got tightened until she died."

Bobby finally spoke. "Where si she?"

"Still in ice," she answered. "You have to know, she may have been assaulted. I found two semen samples inside her." She took them into the room and found the door that had Ariana inside.

"One would be mine." Bobby said barely audible. "I want to see her."

"Are you sure?" He nodded and the ME opened the drawer and pulled her out.

Bobby looked at her. She looked so peaceful. He gently topuched her hair and stroked her cold cheek. HE closed his eyes, in an effort to stop the tears. "I should have been there. I should have stayed all night. If I had, she would still be alive."

"You don't know that Goren," said Eames. "This is not your fault."

Bobby gave Eames a look that told her he did blame himself. "Sweetie, I promise I will get him, who did this to you." He said to Ariana, before leaving the room. He walked to Eame's car and cried.

"The samples, did you give them to-?" Alex started to say to the ME.

"Yes I gave them to Benjora, just as you requested."

Alex waved thanks anmd walked back to her car. Goren quickly wiped the tears away as soon as he saw her coming towards him. She pretended she did not see.

AS they drove back to Major Case, bobby began to scream. Alex nearly jumped out of her skin. She stopped the car and he got out, falling to the ground. He was grieving, as he slammed his fists onto the concrete. Alex grabbed him and held him close. At first, he tried to push her away, but she held on to him, until he was so tired of fighting her, that he had no choice, but to cry in her arms. She rocked this big man in her arms, until he finally stopped and his eyes could cry no more.

Exhausted, Bobby walked with Eames back to her car. She got the first-aid kit she kept under her sea and bandaged his hands. His hands were bleeding from hitting the cement.

"bobby, do you want me to take you home?" She asked him,.

"No. I don't want to be alone. Not just yet." He said climbing into the passenger side of the car.

Alex got behind the wheel and started the engine. "I need to go to forensics. do you feel up to that?"

He looked at her and nodded. She took the car out of park and headed back top work.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Eternally Yours-chapter two

Here is chapter two:
Hope you like it. You can also go here to read it too...
chapter two also here

Alex tapped on the door. Captain Ross motioned for her to enter. He was on the phone. "Can I call you later?" He asked the person on the other end. He then set the phone back in its cradle. "What can I do you for?" he asked.

"Sir, I did not mean to interrupt you," she started to say.

"But, you felt it was important enough to come here," the captain finished her statement. "So, what has you so worried?"

"This." Alex showed him the note Goren got in the envelope. "It was sent to Goren."

Ross looked it over, then asked. "What does your partner say about this?"

"Nothing, sir. He seems to think it's a prank."

"But you're still worried." Ross handed the note back to her. She nodded her head. "It looks like it may be nothing, like Goren says, but let's not forget about it. Keep our ears and eyes opened."

"Yes, sir." Eames left the office feeling a little bit better. She managed to get the note back into Goren'sx notebook before he came back.

Goren stepped off of the elevator and waked over to his desk. He placed a coffee onto Eames' desk. "There, just like you like it. Lots of coffee, very little sugar and cream."

"Thanks," she mumbled, taking a sip of thedark liquid. It's scent filled her nostrils and she secretly was relieved tha Bobby had gone somewhere else to get the java. "Just what I needed."

Goren smiled as he sipped his cappuccino. "So, what did the captain say?" He asked between sips.

Alex nearly choked on her next mouthful. She should have known she couldn't get anything past Bobby. She licked her lips before answering. "He says we should keep our ears and eyes opened."

"Sounds good to me."

"How did you know?" she asked almost afraid of the answer.

"You bent the corner putting it back." Goren gave her that boyish grin of his.

Goren's cell phone rang and Eames was relieved. She found herself thinking about the first time she had met Bobby. She remembered how unconventonal he was, but today she is glad to know this amazing detective.

Her thoughts were snapped back to reality, when she heard Bobby's panic voice. "Calm down, sweetheart. Where are you? (pause) What do you see? (pause) Baby! Baby! (more pause,as someone takes the phone from her) Who is this? (hears crying and screaming) No, no!" His heart was was racing and he feared for her. His phone went silent. He looked at Alex who could see the fear in his eyes.

"What happened?" she asked.

"I don't know. someone has her. He hung up the phone! She was crying and I think he hurt her!" Bobby's fist slammed against his desk and others looked to see what the noise was.

Alex took the phone. "We need to get a trace on this phone!" and she headed down to forensics.

Bobby followed, but he felt so helpless. Why was he a cop if he couldn't help the people who meant more to him. It was tearing him up inside, but he needed to stay calm if he was ever going to find his girlfriend. Ariana, I will find you, he thought to himself.


Alex opened the door to forensics and stepped inside, with Bobby in hot pursuit. Alex knew who she wanted and she found her tucked away looking into a microscope. She cleared her throat to get the young lady's attention.

The girl looked up, "Hey Alex. What's up?" she asked.

"Benj, I-we need your help." Her voice showing the same panic Goren's had just a few moments ago.

"Sounds urgent! What can I do for you?" Benji asked moving away from her microscope.

"Some guy has kidnapped Bobby's girlfriend and we need you to trace a phone call." Alex handed her Bobby's cell phone.

"Bobby has a girlfriend?" Her voice sounding disappointed, but she took the phone and went to her computer.

"You can help, can't you?" Bobby said, unable to contain his patience, causing the girl to jump.

"I didn't know you were there, but I will try." Benji looked at Bobby with sadness in her eyes. It was apparent she had a crush on the detctive, but had never told anyone, except Alex. She took a deep breath and typed some codes into her computer.

After a series of beeps and more typing, a map came up, showing a red dot moving across the boundaries. "They are on the move. Going up hudson and 42nd Street." The girl tried her best not to look into Bobby's eyes.

"Benji, you're a saint!" Bobby grabbed her for a quick hug.

"What's it doing now?" asked Alex looking at the dot that had stopped at a dead end.

Benji looked at the screen. "It seems to have stopped moving. My guess is they had stopped at oneof those building. Isn't that where alot of warehouses are?" She had only lived in New York city for about five years, but with her work schedule, she wasn't one to have much of a social life, so she didn't know NYC very well.

Bobby pulled out a notepad and began writing notes down. Benji found herself staring at the man. She ahd imagined herself in his arms many times, but her shyness had kept her from saying anything to him. He now had a girlfriend which broke her heart in two.

"Yes, it is," answered Eames. She was Benji's best friend, so Ben had confided many times he feelings she ahd for Bobby. She knew if anyone can help them, it would be Benjora. She was one of the best forensic specialists the department had, even if it did break her heart to know the man she as secretly in love with was in love with another girl.

Bobby took his cell phone and put it back into his pocket. "Ready, Eames?" Then to benjora he said, "Thanks for your help."

"I hope you find her." She smiled weakly, before turning back to her miscroscope.

Eames turned to say something to Benji, but she ahd already turned her back on them, so Alex thought it was best to forget about it. She followed Goren out to her car.




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Saturday, June 14, 2008

subway show

I was blogging vincent the other day and I found out the show where he was the subway victim was on Friday at noon. Well, needless to say I had to work, but thank God for VCR, cause I taped it and I got to see it for the first time that night. I was amazed at the performance. It even made me cry and that is something I do not usually do. I am so glad to have finally seen it. There are alot of shows I have yet to see of his, but it was wonderful.

Eternally Yours, chapter two will be put on tomorrow. It is finsihed, I just need time to retype it...